Since the age of three, sixteen-year-old Evelyn Winters has been trained to be Daughter of the People in the underwater utopia known as Elysium. Selected from hundreds of children for her ideal genes, all her life she’s thought that everything was perfect; her world. Her people. The Law.

But when Gavin Hunter, a Surface Dweller, accidentally stumbles into their secluded little world, she’s forced to come to a startling realization: everything she knows is a lie. Her memories have been altered. Her mind and body aren’t under her own control. And the person she knows as Mother is a monster.

Together with Gavin she plans her escape, only to learn that her own mind is a ticking time bomb... and Mother has one last secret that will destroy them all.

My Life Is Just About Perfect



  1. 1. Breathless by The Corrs

  2. 2. Precious Illusions by Alanis Morrisette

  3. 3.Sacrifice by Creed

  4. 4.Hanging by a Moment by Lifehouse

  5. 5.No More Sorrow By Linkin Park

  6. 6.Perfect Crimes By Rise of Defiance

  7. 7.Brick by Boring Brick by Paramore

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Tor Teen/Macmillan, November 2012, ISBN-13: 978-0765332455



Germany: IVI (Piper)

Turkey: Pegasus



"Grim, vicious, riveting. RENEGADE is a haunting, unforgettable debut." --ANN AGUIRRE, National best-selling author.

"RENEGADE is a dark tale of deceit, with twists that will keep you turning the pages, and an ending that will have you on the edge of your seat." --LISA DESROCHERS, Author of Personal Demons.

“Deliciously creepy and filled with psychological twists, Renegade
kept me on the edge of my seat until the very last page.”—KRISTEN SIMMONS, Author of Article 5.

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